All I wish for…

I wished for wellness, you gave me prosperity.
I waited for wealth, you provided me knowledge.
I wanted to end the life; you showed me the way to live.
I greeted the New Year, you reminded me of the one which ended.
I smiled at the poor, you made me richer.
I got the girl of my dreams, you asked me to love her more.

Now, why you waking me up from my dreams.

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New Year Resolution.

I shall not talk bad. Unless am provoked.
I will not lie. Only if demanded.
I shall get up at 6AM. In UTC and not IST.
I will exercise daily. Dreams included.
I shall keep my city clean. Only when others litter.
I will smile at everyone. Especially Girls.
I shall work hard. To see the day pass.
I will play fair. Against the AI’s.
I shall love unconditionally. With some conditions.

I will be the same.

Sense-less.

Life is simple. We deal it complex.
Problems are complex. Let’s solve them simple.

Numbers doesn’t matter.
Unless it’s ur ass which is on fire.

Smile when it suits.
And suit yourself to the world.

All we gonna get back is 18 sq ft.

Smile when it suits.
Life sucks when you don’t.

Time is 2:11.
Let me think what I said.

Feel like senseless.
Think it again. Words mean more than they sound.

Happy New Year!

Dear Ada,

What a wonderful end to a beautiful year! It began late in all rush—you finding me, chatting thru sms, confessing my love, and then it happens all over again. The feelings that I’ve felt for you all along begin to resurface. Only this time, I am free to act on them without fear of upsetting anyone.

Thank you, Ada. What more can a man say to the woman who opened her heart to him, allowing him to feel the warmth of her love across the great distance that separates them? You truly have no idea what I feel for you.

I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm, is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Yet, my love for you continues to mature, growing beyond the realm of my heart. It seems that you have become the fiber of my soul, the very reason for my existence.

I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words, no actions could even come close. I wanna say that “I more than love you”. My love is a strong love, surviving everything. I believe that even after so many fights, I feel that your love for me is raining down. That is the love that I feel for you.

Forever Yours,
Aizy.

Story of the 2 Rabbits.

This time it was magical.
Never knew the time was 5 am in the morning.
We kept on talking.
Nothing was hindering me and
There was no disturbance.
I whispered so many “love u” in her ears.
The kisses were sweeter.
Touches were poetic.
We kept on talking.

Wish it was true.

There was a white rabbit.
It needed some carrots.
It was hungry.
It went into forest and returned back with nothing.
There was a black rabbit.
It had a shop of carrots.
It still dint give the whitey some carrots to eat.
For this, the black rabbit was jailed.

Believe me, she was laughing like hell for this stupid story of mine.

Nevertheless. It had some meaning.

Wish she understood it.

The white rabbit is me. I’m the wandering soul who has a never ending hunger for love and care.
The forest is this world. The world of uncertainties which never gives what you ask for.
The black rabbit is her. She has so much to offer me, yet so reserved.
The jail is my love. No matter what, I will guard her and will make her safe within my limits.

Now I know, she will say “Love u the most”.
And even If she doesn’t, I know it beforehand.

Ada.

Life is short.
Never asked for more.

Desired an iMac.
Didn’t make a try.

Longed for lonliness.
Always amongst the crowd.

Things are changing.
Let them the way they want.

Been so careless.
Yet to be careful.

It pains when it hurts.
Shrugged and Got up.

Been without any goals.
Never doubted my instincts.

Crossroads is where I live.

Made a mistake.
Wont make it again.

Never ever I said those before.
I still dono why I said it now.

You love someone blindly.
You believe them to be true.
She was true. I am blind.

I know I have lost her.
And, I will win her back.

Redemption!

Arrival of the New Year asks for celebrations. Yes Indeed. But it makes me sad that one more year in this world has worn off. Am getting old and the earth is dying out. Things are not easy as it seems. The sky will turn brown, water will get a new color, food prices will soar up and the place we live in will be dumped of carbon wastes. The summits couldn’t do anything. The dignitaries didn’t dare to make the changes. This is my world. This is where I am born and this is where I will be dying. But what have I done to this world back.

Nothing. Nothing. Nothing.

Its 22nd already and am afraid of the new moon. I like to walk alone. But a caring hand holding me and walking side by side will be adorable. The walks along the beach are still fresh and the immense pleasure it drove out of my soul was commendable. The school days seem bleak and are losing out the images of my college life too. I don’t want to die alone. The sense of insecurity has already crept in. I wish I was never born.

The Smell of the early morning flowers are making me high on senses and am in a trance to be half sleeping. The coffee mom made was never sweeter ever before. It felt like a week full of Sundays. A weekend full of sleeping. The exams were scrapped off. I want to go back. Not in life but in experience.

Knowing more things, makes a man a machine. I am not living it to the fullest.

Redemption is sought. No where I am near it. Will god forgive me? Or will I forgive God?